losing you

Sunday, August 31, 2008

LOSING YOU!

 

I HAVE BEEN TOLD THAT I LET MY PRIDE GET THE BEST OF ME! BUT WHAT SOME DONT UNDERSTAND IS THAT MY PRIDE PROTECTS ME FROM ALOT OF THINGS. IT PROTECTS ME FROM THOSE WHO TELL ME I CANT DO SOMETHING WHEN I KNOW I CAN BUT MOST OF ALL IT PROTECTS ME FROM MY HEART. I USE TO NOT LET ANYONE CLOSE ENOUGH TO MY HEART TO BREAK IT. TIL I REALIZED IT DOESNT REALLY MATTER HOW CLOSE I LET SOMEONE TO MY HEART THEIR GONG TO BREAK IT REGARDLESS. HEARTS ARE MADE TO B BROKEN AND GOD IS MADE TO MEND THEM. BUT ONE THING I WILL NOT DO IS LOSE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE OVER MY PRIDE. THERE WAS A TIME WHEN I ALMOST DID LOSE HIM. BUT IT WASNT BECAUSE OF MY PRIDE. IS IT WRONG FOR U TO WANT THE BEST FOR UR LOVE JUST LIKE U HAVE. AT LEAST I DONT THINK SO. IS IT WRONG TO PUSH HIM WHEN U KNOW NO ONE ELSE IS. I DONT THINK SO. BUT LOSING HIM IS LIKE TAKE ME HEART OUT. I CNT LIVE OR FUNCTION WITH OUT A HEART AND I DONT WANT A ARTIFICIAL HEART I WANT THE ONE THAT TAUGHT ME HOW TO LOVE. THATS WHAT LOSING SOME ONE FEELS LIKE BUT I MUST SAY I DONT WANT TO B THE ONE TO EXPERIENCE IT


 

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