WANT WHAT YOU APPEARED TO BE NOT WHAT YOU ARE.
Note: Inspired by Ryan
Note2: I was thinking about this saying before I went to sleep on the bus.
When I first saw you their were no words to describe you. It was dark and a little bit of light coming from the lamp on the DJ booth. I was too shy to approach you so I sent one of my home girls over. I was a bit nervous about that because I have had bad experiences with my home girls and dudes I’m interested in. When she pointed towards me looked away as if you weren’t interested. I stood their in boredom for a while. I later grabbed my keys and went to go sit in the car. You later tapped on my window and asked me my name. From their we went on several dates. You had many unique attributes. You had sprinkle of freckles running across your nose like paw prints and coconut colored eyes that I couldn’t stop starring in. You had no tattoos on your body and you didn’t drink or smoke and you had most beautiful pearly white teeth. You were the guy I prayed for and dreamed about.
All of a sudden my dream turned into a night mare. Though I thought the idea was sweet you went too far with it. You got a tattoo of my name on you chest. a couple of weeks later you got more tattoos. You started hanging with your twin brother and I seemed to have never talked to you a while you were sober. You whole attitude changed. You were begun to wear gold’s in your mouth covering your beautiful smile. I stayed with you thinking it was just a phase and that it was going to change. But change seemed too long. I could never see myself falling out of love with you, but I want back who I fell in love with.