close to home

CLOSE TO HOME

CLOSE TO HOME!

ONE TIME ONE PHONE CALL THATS ALL IT TAKES.

ONE SNAP ONE POP…ONLY ONE HEART BREAKS

ALL THE REGRETS YOU SHARE WHEN TOLD THE TRUTH.

THE MEMORIES OF THE COMMON BOND YOU THOUGHT YOU KNEW.

HE SAID HE WAS HOLDING BACK…BUT FROM WHAT?

HOLDING BACK FROM THE LOVE HE HAD FOR YOU OR SOMETHING THAT WAS JUST.

FOR A LONG TIME I BELIEVED THAT IT WOULD NEVER BE ME

BUT IT DOESNT HAVE A NAME ON IT ITS JUST YOU AGAINT THE STD.

I HAD TO BREAK IT DWN TO MY MAMMA TO GET HER TO UNDERSTAND

BUT THATS IMPOSSIBLE BECAUSE IT WAS SOMETHING I STILL COULDNT COMPREHEND.

WHAT DO I DO?BUT MOST OF ALL WHAT DO I SAY?

THE ONLY THING THAT I COULD DO WAS FALL ON MY KNEES AND PRAY.

GOD FORGIVE THE MURDEROUS ONE THAT GAVE THIS TO ME.

BLESSED THE VICTIM THAT WAS TO BLIND TO SEE.

NOW WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I ASK Y ME.

WHAT YOU DO IN THE DARK WILL COME TO THE LIGHT MY MOM USE TO SAY.

I BLEW HER OFF INCLUDING ALL THE OTHER WISE THINGS SHE SAY AND HERE I AM SUFFERING THE CONSEQUENCES OF THE DECISIONS I ONCE MADE. GOD I PROMISED TO CHANGE JUST LET SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES ANOTHER WAY.

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